Okay, more honestly we are moving through apathy into genuine dislike and headed for antipathy.
The details of today's excitements are neither particularly interesting nor exciting, just further proof that I am a poor fit here. I do poorly when I am responsible for broken things I can't fix, and consistently miss some of the available resources which would have better "covered my ass" .. but not solved the problem.
Gah. And I 'm still here, until some relief turns up.